/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>8112107
>those lenses
Are those how circle lenses really look up close?

Some feels related, some aren't.

>earlier this week
>grandpa essentially living on oxygen at the hospital
>quality of life issue; wasn't getting better and never would have left the facility
>whole family gathered
>ate a last meal with him
>nurses gave him sedatives
>took him off the oxygen
>essentially watched him suffocate to death
>even with sedatives his body mechanically responded to lack of oxygen
>gurgling, moaning, light thrashing, pissed himself, etc.
>was pretty traumatizing
>held his hand hours after he was cold

>had wealth of money stashed all over different bank accounts
>might inherit an extra 5k
>would love to spend it on lolita
>tfw it kind of feels like I'm scavenging his body/possessions and it makes me feel like a scumbag even though he left that stuff to me