/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>be 19
>have gf of 2 years
>move in together
>mistakes_were_made.msi
>I move out, we breakup
>she wants me back, I say yes, cycle starts again
>several nasty breakups later we split for good
>months later she calls me saying she wants to kill herself
>take her to the psych ward, visit her every day
>she gets out
>tell her I was offered a job on a farm in NorCal and I want her to come with me
>she says yes
>tells me "I'll always love you."
>literally a week later she tells me over a facebook message that she found someone new and I should forget about her
>send a really mean reply
>leave the next day without another word

>months later
>job is finished, back in civilization
>find out she killed herself a few weeks after I left
>steal a dirtbike
>ride east til tank is empty


And thats how I started thumbing/hopping/longboarding my way around the continent. That was 3 years ago today, hardly been sober since.