/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

This might be a sadfeel but I'm trying to see the better side of it. Here's my 2016.
>finish school with shitty grades, due to no actual passion for the class I took
>spend summer depressed and thinking my life is going to go nowhere, consider just offing self
>randomly get into uni for a subject I love but never studied (yay!)
>move away from home to uni
>go long distance with bf
>all good but I miss him
>mental health goes to shit
>develop crush on some other guy, try not to pursue it
>friends tell him I fancy him, thanksss guys
>he seems super interested!!! (yay!)
>figure I'll dump my boyfriend when I get back home because the distance isn't working out really
>today, crush tells me he doesn't like me like that
>still gotta break up with boyfriend because it's not fair on him to keep dating me
>gonna b alone
>super sad
>trying to look on the bright side

I posted it here and not in the sad feels thread because honestly I'm trying to look at this in a positive light, but it's hard. At least I get a fresh start for the new year and it seems to be going well for me at uni. At least! And at least I finally have a purpose in life.
Reading all your happy feels makes me happy!

>be me, lolita but keep it secret
>get flatmate
>she's super nice, a bit weeby but not in a bad way
>tell her I'm interested in jfashion
>'omg anon me tooo!'
>sends me photo of generic aliexpress looking ~aesthetic~ stuff
>sends me another photo of a lizlisa replica
>'look how cute everything is!'
>I mean yeah it is cute but it's not really actual jfashion, she just thinks this is how everyone in japan dresses casually.
>'anon have you bought anything online before?'
>hell yeah I have, I tell her I've bought a lot of stuff
>'I've been looking to buy stuff for a while now, you could help me! Do you know what spreepicky is? They make such cute clothes even if it is a bit expensive.'
>I'm like, well it's a reseller, they don't actually make their own clothes, you can get their stuff from other sites for literally a fraction of the price. If you want to order something from taobao I will do an order with you so it's not expensive.
>'but anoooooon, they must make SOME of their clothes, I've looked at yt reviews saying it's such good quality, I don't want to buy chinese clothes, I want JAPANESE clothes'
>mfw, she thinks she's getting 'legit kawaii clothes from glorious nippon' and chinese shit isn't the same...even though it literally is
>can't drum it in her head that it is mostly cheap stuff from china, and that I actually know about this subject, so, y'know, maybe trust me?
>whatever, this exchange takes so fucking long and I give up
>show her bobon21's taobao in hopes she'll like it
>'omg anon it's lolita style!'
>mfw
>mfw
>mfw I have no face

She's actually lovely, just a bit stubborn. Okay, like really stubborn.