/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>9458998
>>9459012
>>9459015
>it's not a replica

Stretching a dress that much is a goddamn crime

This is it gulls.
Baby The Stars Shine Bright Paris closed today.
It's the end of an era.

It's been announced.
BABY Paris will definitely close on may 23th

Anyone else feeling depressed after meetings (private or with the comm)? Or after going out in lolita in general? Not because "aw it's over" but I don't know...Maybe it's because socializing is really tiring for me but everytime I feel super tired (the longer it was the worse i'll feel)
I came back from a fun private meeting with three friends,everything was fun, I even got a new burando item, but now that I'm home, saw my face on pics, how ridiculous I look with a bonnet and in that sweet coord,...i feel ridiculous, I feel like I should just maybe stop. I'm only 20,I look ok out of pics, I love lolita ,yet I feel like I just look bad. I have this sad feeling that won't go for no reason.
Does anyone feel the same?

>>9351470
Oh my god sometimes i feel like 2007 was just yesterday. Time flies so fast

>things are going well, depression is getting way better,finished studying for my exams and working on getting better at drawing
>overhear mom and dad arguing
>my dad's an asshole and plan to leave her after having 4 kids because she "imposed" him that and he wants "freedom" yadda yadda
>my mom says something along the lines of "anon1,anon2,anon3 and anon4 were artifical inseminations, we had to make that choice, and you were pretty damn consenting!!"
>drop pen
>i'm fucking 21 and they never told me
>proceeds to feel terrible
>if this asshole leaves we probably won't be able to live because of financial problems
Why did i have to be born as some useless asperger? Why were my brothers plagued with some kind of illness too? I should probably sell all of my lolita in case something happens, so at least i can be useful.

I wish I was cute and looked like a doll.
I also wish I was petite and never gained weight.
I'm "average" weight and "average" sized by European standards (5"4 and 121lbs) and I look "slim" to other people from what I heard but I feel so big,even huge sometimes,I want to be light and take less space.
I just want to be a cute petite doll who'll never age or gain weight.