/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>feel depressed, insecure and ugly
>tempted to sell off my entire lolita wardrobe because I look stupid in it anyway, even though this has been my main hobby for almost 15 years
>voice at the back of my mind is saying this is a bad idea and I’ll regret selling most of this stuff
>need second opinion
>parents and normie friends hate lolita so they’d encourage me to get rid of everything immediately
>not close enough to anyone in my local lolita comm to dump this kind of mental health stuff on them
>only neutral party I can talk to is my fiancé, but he’s tired from work and in one of his moods where he ignores my messages and communicates only in noncommittal grunts and shrugs for two weeks straight
>break down sobbing in bathroom stall at work
>hear people outside wondering who’s in here and why I’m so upset
>tfw I’m an adult woman ugly crying in her work bathroom about frilly Japanese dresses