/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>6589526
MOHAWK! MOHAWK! MOHAWK!

>>6275909
man, just go for it.
it sucks about your ex, I can't imagine how I would be if my boyfriend ever left me for someone else, but eventually if you let yourself feel the emotions rather than drowning them in alcohol you may be able to get over it. You gotta feel the emotions and think about stuff before they can go away, which is well and truly awful I admit. After that, why don't you see if you can make the transition. If you reeeeaalllly really really are a girl on the inside why don't you make your outside reflect it?
Yes people won't like you for it, but they are assholes anyway and you don't need them in your life.

I remember when my friend was first starting to change her body, her family were complete assholes and never supported her (even for things not half as important) now she lives in california with a job in programing and earns some crazy dosh and is happy as a clam. It is a LOT of hard work to change your body like that, and the hormones alone are horrible and can make you feel sick and your emotions go all over the place at first, my friend was pretty messed up for the first year. The various surgeries you can get are painful as well, but you would be surprised at how quickly you heal with modern surgical techniques. When my friend got her boobs she was soo hyped about them for the longest time and showed them off as much as she legally could lol. But you want to know what she said the worst most painful thing was out of all the shit she went through? Getting lazer hair removal on her face.


Anyway, all I am saying is loose the booze, have a cry, and see a good doctor. For both your mental and physical health. You will be much better off for it.