>birthday next month, at the beginning (first week) of July
>plan birthday
>ask friends if they have time
>"Nah Anon, exams start there!" "I won't have time until the end of July Anon"
>O-okay
>No one suggested a date
>No one made suggestions what to do
>Except one, no one asked what I wished for
>I was too spaghetti to invite my only friend from Uni, because we haven't known each other for long (we did not even meet outside of Uni yet), and she didn't invite me to her birthday either
>Too spaghetti to tell my mom anything about plans, because I'm afraid they might fail, and my mom already thinks my social life is pathetic
>feel pathetic for being pathetic at social life/skills