/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

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Since a bunch of you fags are lurking I wanted to ask. How do you find other people IRL that are into this stuff? I see videos of people dressed in kigu having fun together all of the time. Do you just meet at cons or what?

I was a poorfag for most of my life so I never got into the con scene. I'd have to travel a long ways to even attend something like that. It looks like I missed the boat on the good times with all the woke-rules that seem to be part of the community now. I know of absolutely no one IRL that would find this acceptable. If I got caught ordering this stuff my social life would be ruined. Even my friends IRL that are huge anime fans find this type of thing weird. They'd all call me a faggot. I have no desire to have buttsex. I just want to be cute in the privacy of my own home.

Are any of you guys like me? It looks like most guys into crossplay are twinks (no offense). I'm a man's man IRL. I have the untamed beard and most of my hobbies are stereotypical man shit. I wear work boots everyday and my clothing is all tattered from hard work everyday. I wear Duluth trading company work pants. I wear steel toed boots. I wear a disgusting ball cap with sweat lines all over it. My voice is deep af and my hands are covered in callouses.

I don't even know why I want to dress up like this. I have no desire to cross dress otherwise. I don't care about feminine shit. I don't want to be a woman. But the thought of being a cute anime girl nags at me. I've tried to repress it and it just keeps coming back stronger and stronger.

Anyone else in the same boat as me? I don't even think I could pull off crossplay without a kigu mask even with professional make-up. I could never do a proper female voice.