/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>me still living with parents
>in the middle of nowhere
>no car, my house is in the countryside and i cannot go by feet downtown because there is the fucking highway
>i'm too scared of driving and someone else have to pick me up
>i want to dress lolita or wear more my lolita items
>but my parents feel so ashamed if go out in lolita, my mom even felt embarassed and didn't went with me for a walk if i was with a AP pink skirt, i didn't even wear lolita, just a normie outfit with a non lolita skirt
>neither if i go alone i can dress as i want because they wont pick me up if i dress in that "ridicolous" way
>I'm doomed to wear just pants in summer and i hate them instead of cute dresses and skirts
>mfw not much friends
>because i have assburgers but no one knows it
How i can wear lolita when i cannot be allowed to go out with it ?Should i move from my house definitely or i can convince them i can wear lolita and make them used to?
I'm not underaged, i'm past 20 and i feel like a little child sometimes. Having overprotective parents maybe is the cause of my sperg personality and my inability to wear what i want o go where i want.

>>9074057
Why you want to date normie girls?They would never accept you as you are, because for them a "real man is masculine", very sad. I'm a girl and i would love to have a bf that is androgynous or feminine, i'm not fat or ugly nor riddled with sever mental illnesses, i love lolita and gothic fashion and my dating life is severly limited due to this. I don't like normie guys also because i can't share any nerdy hobby with them.
Anon, most lolitas i know aren't into feminine guys except for some and they are single as fuck as me. We know that pain.