/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

I am such an idiot. My depression hit me full force recently so I finally refilled my prescription, but it's too late. I've been overeating like crazy and I didn't even notice how much weight I had gained until lately because I think I was avoiding the scale. I'm almost back to my heaviest.

Normally I wouldn't be so upset because I can always lose it again, but I applied for a fashion show happening in less than a month and I weigh 10 lbs more now than when they accepted my application. My measurements are bound to be a little different. Now I probably won't fit into what they give me to wear and I'll embarrass myself and possibly blacklist myself from modeling for them again. I fucked up so bad.

There's no way to get back to my original weight in time, but I'll stick to veggies and 5 days a week at the gym so hopefully I can get close. I want to get rid of at least most of the chub I've gained back so my measurements stay similar to what they were. This is the worst.