/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>lolita
>have 41cm shoulders, apart from that smallish but shoulders create fitting issues
>have few ops I cannot fit and don't believe I ever will bc my shoulders fuck the fit up: bust and waist would be perfect
>start loosing weight
>progress is slow and my weight keep stopping at one number and then drops few kilos at once but I gradually loose cm's around my waist and bust
>not from my arms though
>have lost about six kilos now, more to go but not in hurry bc i'm normal weight and want the change to stick
>decide to measure myself after a while
>notice my arms have lost few cms
>in the evening try on dresses
>arm cuffs that hurt last time worn are now fine
>mfw able to wear my dream dress again
>cry
I'm still waiting to get under 60kg eagerly but damn it felt good. I haven't actually felt this good and pretty for a while now and can't wait to wear my dearest dresses finally out. However, I'm still really anxious about gaining it all back even though I only allow myself one cheat day in every two weeks. I just can't enjoy eating out anymore without stressing about not knowing calories or gaining it all back.

Got secondhand Maxicimam OP in the mail, it's from 2001. I paid 1500 yen for it. It's gorgeous fabric and basically flawless, just some yellowing that will wash out. I'm so happy anons.