/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>Haven't had any extra money in almost a year
>Neet against my own will
>Got accepted into a uni
>Decide to treat myself a little bit of lolita
>Get super guilty even though I could afford it and I have allowed my bf to spend in a lot of things in past months instead of getting something for myself
>Suddenly anxious about my university bill which is due almost 2 months away, food for the rest of the month etc which are not going to be a problem
>Mfw I can't even fucking enjoy those cheap ass frills