/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>used to cos a lot when I was younger
>cosfriends all made friends, kind of got left out because I was too socially anxious and shy
>end up eventually dropping cosplay
>finally getting back into anime, miss cosplaying/weebshit and want to get back into it in the future
>have this happy vision of cosplaying with fellow cosplay friends and bonding over anime
>scared if I cosplay I'll sperg out like the past and make no friends

kind of a dumb feel but thanks to whoever that read. My sewing machine's been gathering dust but I'm looking forward to the day I can put it to use for cosplay again.