/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>Been lolita/wearing cute fasion for a while but not wearing consistently due to depression etc.
>Basically on lcute fashion hiatus
>One day finally decide to wear something cute again
>Feel extremely uncomfortable in it and like the center of attention everywhere I go.
>I don't look cute at all
>Feel ridiculous
>goes home and strips everything off

I don't think its for me. And its making me sad. I just can't walk around and feel confident at all.. I feel much more confident and pretty in "normie" stuff (I say normie lightly because my normal fashion is kind of my own thing but still not as extravagant as lolita and don't get stared at nearly as much as when I'm wearinf a full coord) I wish I could walk around outside my house and feel completely fine when dressing cutely, but I feel like complete shit in it. Maybe one day I will not feel this way. I hope so because I really like the way it looks on people.