/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

I think I have become fascinated with a brand. It's a good feeling. I can't believe I felt so good over a single cutsew.
Bad news is it's BPN and that brand is dead as hell.

Aisha ClanClan, but I'll never be that muscular.

Also Subaru or Aura from .hack//SIGN. There's no way to do Girl Floating Above A Bed at a con

Over the past few months I've posted a few times about how I'm sick, and how it's hard to cheer up because I can't wear lolita as often and doing anything in general is a lot more difficult.

It turns out, I'm probably dying gulls. My fear of turning into another goodwill-chan seems to be closing in around me. I don't know when I'm going, I don't know what will happen to my lolita that I've been collecting since 2010, I don't know what will happen to all my other cherished collectibles like my VK collection.

I guess now, I should think about what dress I want to be buried in. But it's so hard to fathom that right now. I just want to close my eyes and have all of this be over. Thinking about dying is worse than it would be to actually die.