/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

I just feel like i'm "too sweet" for my age (21) nowadays gulls. Whenever I put on a cute,frilly, pastel outfit i feel ridiculous even though i still love that whole aesthetic.
Also my girlfriend is goth and she said she disliked it and i wasnt her type at all at first (due to how pink i was) but now think it's adorable and that i'm adorable yet i just feel like i'm too pink,too cutesy,too "out of place"...and that i look like some overly girly airhead trying hard to stay young.
Idk anymore gulls. It used to bring me so much joy but now i'm just sad