/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>Having a couple of awesome cosplay friends who live a state away from me
>Want to meet with them at cons but can't b/c of college work and distance
>They plan on going to Youma this year but bf and I don't plan go to since recent years have been disappointing
>Don't have car and can't drive b/c of anxiety
>Afraid to make more cosplay friends b/c of bad experience with toxic friends in the past
>Afraid to make too many friends b/c of fear of forgetting about ppl and accidentally flaking on them