/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>7556983
CG, do you also work as a SS?
Most SS I'm talking to don't understand what I want by custom cosplay and I don't want them to fuck up.

>>7511875
>tfw really like jellyfish dress
>didn't manage to get first release
>really excited that I reserved one this time around
>everyone hates it now

G - gonna wear my dress with pride anyways!

I'm tempted to get a replica bag.
Help me resist replica-chan's sweet whispers.

>>7335599
omg same. Except I eat a lot because high metabolism, but at the time I wanted pixel money more so I just went hungry.

At least my Gaia account still have evidence that I invested money into it though. (Although I was good at making gaia money... gaia gold...? So I became filthy rich). My Aeria account is awful. There`s nothing left that shows how much RL money I spent, because the items expire after a certain period and they just disappear unless you renew them.

>can't afford a lot of clothes/makeup/whatever like other girls
>sparsely furnished room with just desk and bed, not even a dresser or a shelf
>HUGE ass house. Parents blew money on a massive house. Only 4 people in the family, but there are 3 bathrooms in the second floor alone, lots of unused rooms, barely any decoration or furniture, etc.
>can barely pay mortgage, buys $1500 tv last month to look good, but no one in our house watches tv.
>ridiculously obvious that they're just trying to look as good as their rich friends

>really love both lolita and cosplay
>obviously not enough money to afford lolita, still in school and job isn't enough (give some money to parents monthly)
>doesn't complain because i know it doesn't do any good.
>never ask for money for lolita/cosplay because parents would just get mad
>constantly told that i'm not smart, no one will love me, won't be successful, etc.

>buys $200 sewing machine for myself with money from work to make cosplays
>has no productive hobbies but really want to try sewing
>parents get mad at me for always blowing money carelessly on things that doesn`t matter down the road
they're also really patriotic chinese parents who are firm believers that japanese people should all die because they massacred millions of ancestors (& hate all things japanese)
>"anon you're such a bad daughter, why can't you be like ___'s daughter, their grades are so perfect and they don't think about junk like this"
>but mom
>"anon you're also fat & you always eat junk food. when i was your age my belly was not as fat as yours
>but mom, i`m under 99lb and 158cm tall
>"anon why can't you be taller like the other girls, they all look so beautiful. it's because you didn't eat right when you were a kid
tfw no point standing up for myself, just like >>7277610

I want to gtfo but I know I can't support myself yet. I'm working my ass off in school to become successful and prove them wrong.