/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>Why do you hate your appearance seagulls?
my face is very round and i have a big nose, as well as a fairly defined chin. im tired of people thinking i look younger than i am and i want to be pretty at 19 years old, not cute.

>Why do you hate your bodies so much?
my body is pretty solid in terms of muscle and fat disbursement (if not slightly fatty due to lack of activity) but i want to have a thin build and a small frame. i feel as though my body doesn't fit the image of "feminine" and i detest that. im also insecure about my breasts and vaginal appearance but it doesn't matter since im a shut-in anyway

>Do you have self-esteem issues?
yes

>Do you fear never being good enough?
im too competitive to feel good about myself for longer than a day at a time. im always competing with myself to achieve something new and at this rate i will never be happy, which is something i acknowledge and accept