/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>finally caved and bought a new instrument
>except it's not actually new because it's used
>but the description for it's refurbished well and the seller seems reliable
>it's also half the price of what newer models sell for ($680 compared to $1400ish)
>feel like I'm selling myself short because I've spent more money on shit like getting my car fixed than buying something for myself that I saved over 1.2k for

I don't really understand why I feel guilt about this, it's not like the instrument is a bad one and I can return it if I don't like it. Am I just getting too wrapped up in the money game because I'm kind of poor or something?