/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>making friends

I don't talk to girls outside of cons so it's nice to finally interact with them after months of nothing. I usually get infatuated and enjoy my short amount of time with them but, it's sooooooo much worse if i meet a girl seagull. I dated a girl for three years and we didn't have much in common and i fucking hated it so it feels like a godsend having a girl that seems mutually interested in you and shares a passion that feels obscure to you. This weekend felt like the first time a girl seemed like she liked me since i was dumped in 2014. We hung out for an hour and a half and everything felt natural, she wanted to take a selfie with me and it just felt so amazing. In 2015 I felt so sexually thirsty ALL THE TIME , but now I'm just hoping that a girl honestly wants to interact with me and not for attention while she's in between boyfriends (i can't force myself to stay away when she's single again and hits me up). I've maybe had a chance with literally one girl in the past three years? But really im just a tinder buffer for her and she's aware that i know. Tomorrow I'll wakeup and remember just how lonely I always feel, tweeting tfwnogf at 3am like usual. I don't really want a gf honestly, I just want a member of the opposite sex i can see regularly and play rhythm games with. I feel like I finally crossed items off my bucketlist this weekend because I'm positive I'll never meet a seagull teir girl in my city and CERTAIN I'll never get one as my girlfriend. I became friends with one an hour sway from me but shes too shy to hang out/shes a NEET.
I really think there's more than just being a pussy and ugly