/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

My hobbies are slowly lowering my bank account. I keep buying things with the thought that I don't do anything else but work or study, so I deserve to have something while others do stuff like go out etc. But, the anxiety of lower bank account numbers really bothers me. I'm trying to get rid of amiami preorders and stop going onto auctions for things. It's difficult. I see something and I think "what if I can never get it again", so I buy it.

I don't know how much longer I'll be paid for interning too. Along with testing fees in a few months and the fact nobody wants to box split with me because I'm new at it, the stress keeps getting worse. It's only numbers and money...sure, but I'm not prepared if something happens. I want to sell some things, but I keep forgetting and I'd have to make an effort with a low chance of success...