/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

what do you do when you can feel yourself turning into vendetta-chan real fast.
why does someone so fake have to do all the same cosplays i do, down to buying the commercial shit, but look totally perfect every time. having a couple of really close friends praise/whiteknight them like crazy doesn't help.
and i know it doesn't matter at all and that i'm just being a horrible high-sodium shitface. but my self esteem is so low and i hated my face enough before this started creeping up, i want to quit going outside altogether. it looks so... wrong.

are these feels okay to post. i know how fucking pathetic they are. but they're still feels.