/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>Gained 15lbs in about 2 months.
>Stress and hypothyroidism.
>18 and still with the 'rents who... Don't believe the blood tests.
>Yeah I know at my age I can pick that shit up, but...
>Not getting the medication unless I steal the car (temporarily) to first pick up the prescription from my doctor then get it filled (my mother was with me at the appointment and refused the prescription and dragged me out before I could grab it)
>The thing I'm most upset about is not fitting into my lolita dresses as nicely, that my first cosplay in years doesn't fit anymore, and I'm way too exhausted to work on my props.

It sucks balls because I had just lost a shit ton of weight and got a breast reduction and was feeling overall good about myself and now I can barely maintain my weight and I'm exhausted by 6pm. Doesn't help that hypothyroidism runs in my family every living female on my mother's side has it, and nearly every person on my father's side has it. Meaning it could have been avoided if they took me in for regular blood tests that I should be getting anyways since I found out I'm a ticking time bomb for several conditions my parents have failed to tell me about up until now.
All I want to do is wear pretty dresses, look cute, and occasionally dress up in costumes from my favorite shows. Fuck.