/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

I've been neglecting my EGL clothes for ages for a basically a combination of covid life disturbance, being excruciatingly busy with work / uni, & having an ana-chan relapse which I got myself into outpatient treatment for just a couple months ago. Recently had a flash of inspiration to get back into wearing cute clothes. Went through my wardrobe, thought about some coords, got excited again, even bought some new pieces.

Tried some stuff on today (including one of the new pieces) and none of it fits. It all hangs off me like a sad trash bag and looks awful. I try not to obsess over my body size/shape (or really think about it at all) so this was a major wake-up call as to how bad my physical condition is.

Recover not for thyself... recover for the burando.