/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

I've sworn to take a break from lolita for 2015 but I keep having these overpowering urges to just sell everything I have.

I love the clothes, I really do. I've made some wonderful, beautiful friends that I love very much and I'm always blown away by how gorgeous and comfortable they seem to be in wearing pretty clothes. I struggle to feel the same way and I cover it up by having an outrageous, fun personality.

There's nothing outright awful about my appearance. It's a little sloppy because I'm still learning but as much as I love the clothes I've collected I'm feeling more and more dissociated with the fashion. It might just simply be that the current styles don't jive with me and I constantly feel disappointed by what's stylish and trending.

I'm working hard on self improvement with exercising and losing weight but I'm pretty sure I'm just going to collapse from being tired all the damn time.