/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

Hey, it’s ED anon from last thread, I figured I’d post an update thing, I hope no one minds. Yesterday I did well, I ate three meals and although I did exercise it wasn’t completely overkill. Today was bad though, I’ve been really depressed all day and as of now (around 9 pm) all I’ve eaten is 140 calories worth of crackers. My legs are so weak from my recent over exercising that I can barely walk and I’m just super weak in general. Lately a lot of the time when I stand up my vision goes black and I get dizzy, I don’t know if that has to do with lack of food or if it’s unrelated. I just weighed myself and I’m two pounds more than I was last time I weighed, I don’t think I could bring myself to eat right now if I tried. Sorry if I’m posting too much, but I find comfort in telling someone when I don’t want to worry the people that I care about, even if I’m just telling cgl.