/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

cgl related:
>realized my mom is getting me some kajihime clothes from lizlisa for Christmas
>This is the first time she's been supportive of jfash at all
>So happy that I now have a style that both she and I like since I'm pretty close to her

non-cgl:
>Have an on and off casual thing with a friend of a friend
>I know he doesn't want a relationship, yet still takes me on dates
>I ask if he's seeing anyone else, he says no
>Just hope for the best because I have the hugest crush on him and really want it to turn into something
>See him this past weekend, had lots of fun
>Text him a few days later asking when I could see him again
>He says we won't be seeing each other again, I can no longer stay with him when I visit
>When I ask why, he says he got back with his ex
>Try to play it off like I don't care, but I was really invested in him and it feels like a punch in the gut