/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>the first lolita i've ever seen in real life years ago was wearing soft cream jsk in sax and it left such a beautiful memory i needed it
>searching for it some months ago and finally bought it for 40 bucks fees included because usa to europe shipping is a bitch
>but it's ok right?
>then customs hit my ass
>35$ or i don't get it back
>i'm obligated to pay it
Paying 75 bucks for a altered (with good lace) second hand bodyline dress was already hurting my ass but wait
>ever since it sat in my closet
>unworn, just..there
>today i realize how it's shit and how i have no idea to make a beautiful coord that isn't super cutesy bullshit or boring
>even if i sell it, it'll go for nothing
I am a fucking idiot.
>tl;dr i ended paying 75 bucks for a bodyline dress and realize i don't even want it anymore