/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

I pretend to be an "idol" or a cute youtuber sometimes (wouldn't want to be famous for real,way too shy,but it's fun to pretend i'm doing an outfit video when i'm trying things on ,unboxing,or if i dance to some upbeat music). and I talk to myself quite a bit when i'm alone. I got caught once and I tried to pass it off as singing,it was horrifyingly embarassing.

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I find you strangely endearing/cute

This thread is making me question my sexuality

Last time i made my first taobao order and it never arrived (Taobaotrends refunded me entirely) and now i'm feeling really anxious to try again. What do?

It got lost i think, the tracking showed "handled in your country" for almost three months without update and now it says they can't track anything anymore.

I just wanna die already. I want friends but i'm too much of an autist to socialize correctly

I feel like what i say is just not important or annoying sometimes, every time i talk in an online discord group i always feel like i talk too much then slowly stop to talk or delete/edit my posts when i talk because i feel insecure.

also today
>talking about weight with best friend
>she's pretty salty lately,even she says so. better try and not upset her
>say i was at my fatest at 125lbs last month
>joke "haha i was so fat"
>"...that's my weight shut up."
>Oh god what have i done
>"i-i was just overreacting about it, it's not even fat!! come on!"
>no answer
Kill me already

>learn the newbie brand ita in my comm has a crush on me