/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

I have been really stressed about cosplay lately and after the last con I decided enough was enough, I don't get any enjoyment out of crafting/sewing and almost only enjoy running around in costume.
So I commissioned a costume from a seamstress in Thailand who had a very promising portfolio. When it arrived to me several parts were not so good unfortunately and I have to do extra work. The con is in a week.

I'll be able to fix it, but holy fuck am I stressed and tired. All my other plans failed spectacularly when I realised my roomies hadn't booked the hotel room and I can now only be there for 1 day.

Cosplay is starting to become...very unfun, I rarely take pictures of myself in cosplay and rarely do people ask for my pictures. My craftsmanship isn't up to par and gives me serious anxiety and depression when I try to make shit and it fails.

Maybe I should just stick to lolita.

>gain weight
>realise i have a violin hip
>also hey that thyroid thing that is running in your family is kicking in now
>not megafat but i have to be so careful about what i eat so as not to gain weight
>have some kind of muscle/tendon thing that fucks up my right leg and makes it painful to walk/jog
>somehow ive still managed to keep from being a landwhale
>depression kicks in
>torn between sometimes not eating at all and binge eating shitty things
>miraculously i'm still an EU size medium
>at least i can still fit in my rori

i don't want to turn into snoozy,