/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

I have a compounding list of feels that nearly crippled me last night and it's really dumb

>30lb weight gain so some lolita items and a lot of mainstream and business clothes no longer fit
>spending money on a gym membership and only squeezing the time and energy to go one or twice a week
>barely eat much because no time to cook/clean
>mfw gain more weight anyway

>end of semester crunch-time
>50 pages and a proposal defense remaining, semester ends next friday
>have not had a solid 8 hours of sleep in two weeks
>relationship going to shit

I feel guilty every time I buy something for myself (mostly lolita, but this includes my monthly payments for netflix and the disney pass) and got really close to just liquidating my wardrobe.

>pic related
I think I'm cracking