/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>In a happy, healthy relationship where my boyfriend and I have a lot in common and he is open about his emotions and so am I, we haven't gotten into a fight yet, we both love and care for each other and show it regularly, have long-term cosplay/convention plans
>Still think I'm fucking it up every time I say or do something he doesn't respond with absolute enthusiasm or agreement

I blame my last relationship, it was almost 4 years of being made fun of for everything I said or did and it's so weird being in a caring relationship. The only reassuring thing is that my judgement is WAY off because I thought he hated me when we were friends, and then he asked me out.

Got a call for an interview for a second (technically third) job. It's to be an opener at Dunkin Donuts, which I've done before years ago, but absolutely hated it. I'm already missing out on hanging out with friends because of my evening/night jobs, and this is going to cut into seeing my boyfriend who works overnights and I really only can see him during the mornings. It's funny because I'm getting all these part-time jobs to pay for school and still have money for cosplay so I can be more social and happy, but it's cutting into my social life and making me miserable.

>has friend who is a sugar baby
>would totally hit them up for advice on how to get started in that if old men didn't scare the shit out of me