/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

I wish I cared about myself more. I love browsing cgl and looking at pictures that give me inspiration and fill me with joy. My wardrobe is at a place I'm really happy with, and I just hauled a bunch of really adorable and unique accessories.
But I just can't bring myself to take care of me. I'm always in pajamas. I can go a week or more without showering. I'll blink, and 4 or 5 days have gone by. Those accessories and clothes I just bought are still sitting in my suitcase. I did a huge load of laundry and it's just been sitting on my bed for days. I've even been sleeping without a sheet on my mattress. Because it's clean, but I'm not. I feel like everything I touch, I just make dirty.
I get these sparks of inspiration where I start to clean my room, or shower regularly, but after a few days I end up like this again. A week goes by without me realizing, and I'm disgusting and dirty and unworthy of all the cute things I love.