/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>10539176
>copes with not being succesful irl by finding a niche community of losers on the internet

I didn't come here for this feel

>>10048956
>Plus cgl is like my comm, as a lonelita. Unironically love this place.

Real feel right here

>every day that passes that I don't hear back from a company I applied to breaks my spirit even more
>feel like I'm never going to leave this miserable hell hole
>no friends
>family is almost 1,000 miles away
>the only thing that kept me from killing myself yesterday and today is knowing that I have a package from LM coming and I don't want to die before leaving feedback for the seller

I'm the last couple of years my social anxiety has intensified
I have terrible hyperhidrosis now (sweat all day while I'm at uni), I get really light headed when I even have to walk somewhere on campus I've never been or have small talk with people I don't know.
It has become impossible for me to wear lolita. It is like a nightmare imagining people looking at me all day.

I bought my dream dress last year, but haven't worn it anywhere.

>Sold one of my dream dresses to pay for uni.
>being a poorfag is suffering

>>9628059
Are you me anon?
I feel like a mediocre lolita all the time. I even tried to buy Angelic Pretty stuff to see if I can stand out a little, but still ended up coordinating with muted colors so it looked drab anyways. It's hard to get out of my comfort zone.

>>9603032
But whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy... I wanted to check if the Sugary Carnival skirt was still on...