I love my gf so much, but I'm in a tough spot. We had a lot of mutual friends before we got together, but they basically all stopped talking to me. When I see them, they fake being kind and missing me, but it's obvious they are not interested in remaining friends.
My gf told me one of our mutual friends was over at with a bunch of my old friends and they all complained about me, and how I'd cheat on her or leave her for someone else, and how they think I'm a big bitch. I've been really good to her, but in the beggining of our relationship (about 2 years ago) I was insecure and told her I was unsure of where we were going and that I didn't believe in love (now I do and have changed a lot). they're still stuck on that and it seems like they all want us to fail, just so I will be unhappy and she will go crawling back to them. I love her so much and I'm finally happy. This barely puts a dent in that. I just can't believe or understand why people hate me so much, despite how many times I apologise and how much I've changed. I just hate how friends turn on me when I start dating someone because they were just hoping for something romantic and didn't actually care about me.