/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>9051251
Only quite recently around 1-2 years ago, I found of this thing called crossplay and with it everything related to it, positive and negative. That was also the time I began to lurk on cgl on a regular basis were I was introduced to different kinds of jfashion and finally came to the conclusion that it wasn't just fetish for me at all (maybe for 5-10%, doujins really messed up my mind and empowered it to a certain extend), but it was the actual apperance and female aestetics that I admired so much. And what can I say, the casual and cutesy j-fashion hits the mark just perfectly.

I wonder how it would turn out, if I would be in elementary school all over again and were told to be open about my wishes and more supported on that side since the whole LGBT topic is pretty much discussed on a daily basis today. I would probably turn out to be a trans girl and would take hormones once I enter puberty.

Now I am just left with the idea/plan to make it a non-sexual side hobby of mine and make the best out of my current situation. With 23 years I missed the golden chance to enter the female realm and skip my male development. I am too old for that HRT shit now and desu also too comfortable/accustomed with being a male now.


Sorry for making it a blog post and telling you my lifestory, but I felt like giving you a decent answer on how things went so frilly in my head.


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