/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

I'm starting to lose interest in everything that I used to like. I loved playing video games and reading manga but now I can't even play 5 minutes into my favorite game genre without losing interest i even sold some of my manga that ive had for so long. same thing with cosplay, I used to love making props sewing my own costumes and going to conventions just to meet my friends now I haven't been to a convention for about 2 years now and ive started losing some of my friends due to lack of communication And I know it's my fault and it makes me so sad, but i made a new friend this year and she started getting me into Lolita and I've been into it ever since, but now I don't even have the time nor the one to desire to dress myself up in Lolita, is this something I should be worried about or is this just one of the things that happen when you grow up?

>going to super fancy tea party
>getting coord all sorted
>oh it looks nice
>nice
>just.... nice
>I know everyone else there is going to be looking 110% better than me
>sudden feelings of crushing insecurity
>no time to go out and buy a better dress/coord

yoikes