/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

How many conventions are never coming back?

>Meet cute guy at AX
>Lives in my area back home and actually knows my friends
>We connect at the Funimation party and I get those butterflies in my stomach
>We are both actually pretty drunk though
>AX ends and he hits me up
>Actually asks me out to get some coffee with him
>We go and chat for a while
>I slowly begin to realize that we have NOTHING in common and he is a normie
>He's outgoing, popular, and is a drummer in a semi-famous band in the area
>I'm a fucking cringy introvert who spews memes and trash
>I realize that I'm only somewhat interesting when I'm at AX because I don't give any fucks while there
>It's a disaster
>We end it with a hug and there's no hint of future dates

I am forever alone. It's not like people aren't interesting in me, but it's almost always really cringy neckbeards. Is that just my fate? Should I just settle for a fedora-wearing thirst monster from AX at this point? The guy I met today (yes this happened today) was really cute and liked anime and I just thought that maybe, JUST MAYBE, something could happen. But I forgot that I'm a shitty human being and I don't deserve someone as cool as him. He actually has a life and a future. I make jokes about suicide and watch JoJo memes on YouTube every day. I got nothin' going on.

At least I get asked out, I guess. Some people don't even have that.

>>9483473
That's actually pretty heartwarming.

>tfw I'm too socially retarded to ever make friends with someone right off the bat like that and people would just run away because I'm awkward af