/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>it's been raining everyday I come on
>can't find any new bugs due to it
>rain stops
>panickly try to find the bugs
>take a break
>mfw it's fucking raining again

I just lost my job. That's really gonna put a damper on cosplans for a bit.

Got fired because I left a bag of money out and some redneck almost ran off with it.

>>9067191
Shit.

>con in two weeks
>gf of five years unexpectedly dumps me
>sadness-eating
>gonna look totally fat in my costume

>be younger me
>used to go to a single con every year
>was the highlight of the summer
>be current me
>too poor to go to con for the past three years
>want to do props in spare time but too poor to even buy hotglue and paint
>depression would probably cause me to never finish props if I even had the money
>watch old cosplays and wigs collect dust in closet
>read con threads on /cgl/ and vids of panels to at least feel like I didn't miss anything

>I've recently realized just how lonely I am
>the only two friends I have are much too busy with their own lives to care much about my silly interests and hobbies
>Which means I have no one to go to cons with or even just chat about anime and cosplay
>Plus my anxiety and depression are just making everything worse

I know that I should just suck it up but right now all I want to do is crawl into bed and cry.

>>7104499
I wanted to go so bad this year but I just don't have the funds. Maybe next year...

NOPE. None of my usual roommates are going so I have no one to share a room with, which means no one to split room costs with, so I guess I ain't goin'.

It is really too bad, I kinda love sakura con.

>tfw never anyone's crush