/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>dealing with depression and anxiety
>seeing therapist for this
>she's great, the first person I've seen in like ten years who I can actually talk to
>but part of a big, horribly bureaucratic organisation
>ideally should be seeing her once a week or every two weeks
>am actually only seeing her once every two months because they keep fucking with her schedule
>feel like depression is getting worse but only person who can help me deal with it is only available for half an hour every two months
>no guarantee that if I leave I'll ever find someone as understanding as her again
>fuck me

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>depressed and recovering from illness, practically a NEET
>spend most of my days at home in pajamas
>have closet full of cute clothes but why risk getting them dirty if I'm not leaving the house anyway?
>boyfriend invites friend over
>holy shit social interaction wtf do I do I don't want to embarrass bf by being a gross slob aaaahh
>clean house
>dress up cute
>finally feel happy for the first time in weeks
>boyfriend: "anon why did you get all dressed up for my friend?"
>he's jealous and thought I was trying to impress his friend rather than him
>fuck me