/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>a/s/l
21/female/SoCal
>cosplay/lolita/other j-fashion
cosplay mostly, slowly dipping my toes into jfash. really into lolita, fairy kei, cult party, and decora (also shironuri)
>other interests
anime, otome games, ballroom dance, anything horror related, collecting dolls, special effects makeup
>what are you looking for?
cosplay friends/people to hang out at cons. someone to gush over new releases and shit talk itas with. anyone who's into the same fandoms/series/has similar interests
>what are you not looking for?
creepers and douchebags
>upcoming cons/events
PMX, other Cali cons, ALA picnic
>email/skype/tumblr
notaswanqueen@gmail.com
dumb ass tumblr is deadseawitch
please let me know you're from cgl if you message me!

>a really pretty, really nice chick is friends with a lot of my friends
>i've only met her twice but both times have been so fucking wonderful
>she actually bailed us out of a shitty hotel situation by basically paying for the entirety of our room while also paying for her own
>that is how nice she is
>we cosplay the same character
>our costumes are pretty equal in terms of how they look tbh
>but i just feel so shitty compared to her because she is a literal fucking disney princess i swear to god
>both in looks and personality
>friend cosplays the other half of a popular ship with the character we cosplay
>only wants to cosplay ship with me and not other girl
>ignores group they're both in to cosplay with me instead
>mfw

and i just. ugh i really want to befriend this chick, because she's just so sweet and we have a lot of mutual friends. but i'm nervous because i feel like i'm not worthy enough to be in her presence, let alone be friends. maybe one day i'll get over this anxiety and talk to her haha.