/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

This >>10035787 same anon again but I'm posting again because I have too many feels
>freshman at uni
>haven't made a new cosplay in years but joined cosplay club because I wanted to make friends and didn't really have any and thought the people would be pretty chill
>literally the only people I talk to on campus
>only see them once a week
>Never get a really good opportunity/too autistic to ask people for their phone numbers or social media so I can talk to them more than once a week
>going to cosplay club to talk to people is literally the only thing I look forward to
>literally the only social interaction I get

Why am I so retarded /cgl/?