/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>9490063
I'm a pharmacy student, so thanks for the interesting new thing to learn about today. Also, please fucking stop doing that. You've already lost weight, no need to cook yourself alive to do so.

Feeling really weird feelings right now that are making me angry at myself for having them in the first place.

>fall semester
>join cosplay club at local college
>make some friends
>sort of develop a crush on one of the guys
>Yikes, anon, don't do that! You're going to make everything weird!
>start to hold back, don't openly flirt, etc.
>meet another person who is part of the friend group established, but I haven't seen/talked to them before (or don't remember)
>friends and I all get closer
>spring semester
>we're all hanging out regularly
>friend I first had crush on we'll call P, friend I met later we'll call N
>P regularly messages me while I'm at a con asking me if I'm having a good time, complimenting my cosplays, etc
>"Don't read too much into it anon"
>N right out asks me out
>"Again, don't read too much into it"
>N and I hang out, it's a date, he kisses me
>N immediately tells the friend group
>My one friend, we'll call him O, apparently saw it coming and thought we had so much chemistry
>Don't get me wrong, I do like N and we've since been dating and it's been really awesome, but it wasn't like I had a huge crush on him to begin with
>P and another person in our friend group is apparently a thing happening
>O has been trying to hook them up for months
>I'm in a relationship now, with someone who makes me really happy, but at the same time the thought of P being in a relationship and not knowing if they had feelings for me makes me feel really shitty
>Would never sabotage a relationship, my own or anyone else

tl;dr Get crush on person in my friend group, start dating someone else in the group, now the person I initially had a crush on is dating someone else, I have mixed feelings that make me guilty because I'm in a relationship.

>Get photos taken over 6 months ago with a photographer that I and friends have had a great interaction with in the past
>still haven't seen photos
>paid good cash for them
>has publicly said they're behind but still has time to post photos of their bffs, even from cons that were only a few months ago
>has taken more photos at other cons
>hasn't posted any of my photos or my friends despite being told mine were being worked on

i get people have outside lives but when you're already paid one would think someone could find the time to at least post or privately send one photo

at this point im considering just asking for the raws and getting a friend to edit them desu because im tired of not even having anything to see for the money i paid for, especially after being told mine were being worked on. how come none have shown up, then?