/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>local lolita comm is pretty much dead
>only meetups that happen are very casual, private get-togethers between the core group
>i'm friendly with the core but somewhat new and socially retarded, invited very seldom to the events
>lone(ly) lolita

>go way out of town for a convention
>lots of lolita events, lots of well dressed and cool people
>hang out with a few and actually hit it off which NEVER happens because of aforementioned social retardation
>they ask why thy never see me at local meets, tell them I'm from way out of town
>"oh well anon, you're totally welcome anytime you want to come back, it was a lot of fun hanging out with you!"
>mfw

>things with my home are falling apart
>two roommates, including my bf, lost their jobs, another is getting his hours cut
>one is too lazy to get a job, almost completely drained his savings so can't afford rent much longer
>may have to all move out and back with our families soon
>bf and I have talked about it and have worked out that if we go back to our families, we'll save up what we were paying in rent and move a few hours away next summer
>mfw the place we're moving is only two hours away from my dream comm