/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

I stalked this one french lolita for years, because she was the most elegant, refined person I had ever seen. I never dared to talk to her even once, or even leave any trace on her social media. Somehow following her made me feel like I was close to her.

Then she died. And I realized I wasn't close to her, just a random creep. And I cried my eyes out because she was dead and ever since I feel like there's an empty space in my heart.

However about a month after her death, I made the decision to stop stalking people and actually try to go to events and meet them. I am too socially retarded right now, but I started working on that. It makes me feel a little less empty