/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>be poorfag
>not in school, just work
>always take extra hours/shift offers at work
>always skip out on things I want to do for work
>feel awkward about contacting friends so I almost never talk to them anymore
>feel bad about not talking to them which makes me feel even worse about getting back in touch
>usually just use the internet to buy things I need for cheap instead of going to stores or outlets
>the only times I go out to do stuff is when I go to the gym and go food shopping after, when friends hang out with me I'll talk to them for a bit and then drop contact for months

I don't know how to socialize anymore.