/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

The ageplay came first for me, then the lolita.

I love all the cute stuff involved with sweet lolita. I love all the tea parties you can have with the other girls and how childish it makes me feel. I wish we could have an all sweet comm. I wear a diaper with every coord. I spray a lot of perfume and use a lot of baby powder in hopes that no one will notice when I go peepee. As for poopie, it's not often I go in public. I just never have the urge, even though I really want to. I feel like a naughty girl who's doing bad stuff, and the feeling of my peepee and vaginal fluids squishing around in a hot sticky diaper with a thing inside me vibrating is so much fun. I also love how none of the other lolitas can tell what's happening under the sweet lolita coord. I have a daddy, he buys me AP and toys and he also changes and breastfeeds me even though he's a guy. I've never felt like an adult woman, so I hate being treated as such. At tea parties, I tell the girls that I'm lactose intolerant so that I can bring my own "soy" milk. It's actually formula milk, and I drink it in my tea cup. My daddy makes me keep a butt plug in when I go out in my AP with diapers. He also makes me go peepee before I leave so he can punish me by making me go out like that. The other girls never notice, though. The bloomers cover the diaper, which gives my dress an extra poof. I just love the feeling with all the ruffles and frills with a warm, squishy diaper concealed underneath. My daddy likes to buy lots of sex toys, then I pretend to not know ho to play with them. Then we play together and he shows me how to play with all the new toys.