/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>cosplay event coming up
>ask friend about what days it is being held on again during the weekend
>friend gets pissed and yells at me that she has told me 'hundreds of times'
>explain that im sorry and i forgot
>she knows i dont have the best memory
>freaks out over it and tells me that she shouldn't be responsible for me not remembering stuff even though i am the one who is driving her ass to the convention
>simply asking, not trying to be rude and not meaning to make her upset
>finally tells me
>say im sorry
>tears in my eyes
>she hasn't talked to me in about two weeks now and then convention is next weekend

...I always worry about getting early set Alzheimers because my memory is really that shitty and my friends know I have a shitty memory, but at the same time they get mad at me all the time when I forget even simple things because they hate repeating themselves. I would get other friends, but its honestly harder to make friends as an adult Ive learned.. It makes me hate myself so much because there isn't really anything I can do about it. Its not like a carry a schedule around with me all the time and write down what people are doing every waking moment, so that I don't make them mad.