/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

Not a cgl feel, but I feel dead inside. Not even in a meme/fake edgy way. I feel like I’m sleepwalking throughout my entire day and have trouble focusing. I don’t want to kms, but I dont enjoy being alive and have been spending a lot of time sleeping and distracting myself with time-wasting “hobbies”. I wish I could chalk it up as seasonal depression, but it started in summer, got a little bit better for the first month of the semester, and now is bad again. I don’t even have anything to be sad or upset about. My life is really good compared to how it’s been in the past, and I know I should be happy and motivated.